"Lost and Frozen"
In April, Jeffrey Harrison '80 was named one of only seven John Simon Guggenheim Fellows in poetry. Harrison, who is currently the Roger Murray Writer-in-Residence at the Phillips Andover Academy, has already published two volumes of poetry. His Guggenheim Fellowship will support his work on a third. In this poem, first published in Southwest Review, Harrison offers a wistful ode...
To an Old Friend
You had already grown before you disappeared It makes me think of you cryogenically preserved I see myself now with a pick-axe, back to our dorm room over Rimbaud "Nothing new began one of our from thin air of my attempt in ways I can't know, of course, when I called sent me off to see you again. and am sorry I wanted to make you that room glow.
The alumni office
has you classified
as "lost and frozen"
a little cold,
as I recall,
years ago --
but frozen?
as a lump in some
remote snowfield,
exactly as you were
when I knew you.
climbing the glacier
and digging you out
then hauling you
by sled
where, late at night,
we huddled
or Keats, an ember
passed between us.
from nowhere
spirals blue"
collaborations,
as if we knewnothing would come
of our desire
to breed visions
and words. Just as
nothing will come
to bring you back
to life: you've changed
your age, like mine,
doubled. I knew that,
the alumni office,
before their phrase
in another direction.
I wanted simply
I wanted to say
I have good memories
if I was the cause
of any that are not.
remember those days,
how we made
I wanted
to thaw you out.